my life is miserable...

i dunno what to do..??
so miserable..
do i have to live like this..??
what am i to them..??

so many questions in my mind..
it make me feel headache..
with the noisy noise,,
shouting here and there,,
screaming,,

ohh,,damn my head can explode..
not enough sleep,,
didn't eat well,,
miss my study time..

damn that is really miserable..